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[cozen]

Ha. If you ever need a book for that, I can find you one that deserves it.

[bouchonne]

What! I thought you loved all books.

[cozen]

Oh, no. Just the other day I gave up on one because it was— [ an emphatic gesture while trading cards ] —shockingly racist. Even for Orlais.

[bouchonne]

Such sensitivities. Spending too much time with elves, Bastien?

[cozen]

Only Athessa, lately.

[bouchonne]

I suppose she counts.

Do you have sympathy for them, then? Elves?

[cozen]

Don’t you?

[ But—perhaps as apology for that earlier will you—it’s rhetorical. ]

I grew up near the alienage in Val Royeaux. Everyone liked to say, You could do worse! [ Chipper, with the rough edge of an uneducated accent and the rote intonation of a worn-out old joke. ] By being an elf. And we—the children, I mean—we threw rocks at the gates.

[ He takes a card, then discards it without trading. ]

After I was done thinking I was better than them, I spent some time thinking we were the same. But now no one knows what I’ve come from unless I tell them. With elves, everyone always knows.

[bouchonne]

Your ears are surpassingly cute.

[ A card drawn. And then, finally - ]

And I do. Yes. Don't get me wrong, they're a bit creepy - those eyes, you know - but if one were to stab me and every other human in the heart for what we'd done, I'd consider it a fair cop.

[cozen]

[ It's impossible not to think about the cabin in the mountains, and Byerly complimenting his earlobes, but he keeps it to a minimum. No dwelling. ]

Make sure not to repeat that where Sabine can hear you. She might take you up on it.

[ He lays out his cards, which are very bad, but it's not completely impossible to do worse. ]

[bouchonne]

[ Byerly wins with ease. ]

A secret from you, now.

[cozen]

Hmm.

[ He sweeps the cards back to himself on the table to reorganize and shuffle. ]

I am afraid of storms. Not horribly. I can deal with it. They wake me up, I go back to sleep, it is fine. But whenever there is thunder, I am, you know. [ He raises one of his hands to indicate a slight elevation of anxiety. ] A little nervous.

[bouchonne]

Really.

[ By smiles, his expression fond. ]

Do you know why?

[cozen]

Uhh, because they are scary?

[ Obviously. He's joking. Half joking. ]

I think it is probably because of the canals in the city. [ Deep, with their edges providing walkways and shelter for vagrants and les gamins—a category he fell into, even though he wasn't an orphan. ] They flood very quickly sometimes. I was never caught in it, or I would probably be afraid of the water instead. But peopled drowned often enough, so when it stormed everyone would start scrambling and panicking. I suppose it rubbed off.

[bouchonne]

[ He thinks about that as he deals. ]

What a misery it was for you, then. That month of rain.

[ After the execution. ]

[cozen]

I had a bag packed.

[ Another secret. Two for the price of one. He scoops up his cards and shoots a smile up at Byerly while he considers them. ]

But I unpacked it. [ Fanning his cards, ] Are you one of those who likes storms? Because they are dramatic?

[bouchonne]

[ A little gesture of his hand. Got it in one. ]

Storms are excellent for making one feel as though one is larger than one's true size. To yell at thunder - you might be a giant.

[cozen]

Is that what you do? Words, or just [ quietly ] ahhhh?

[bouchonne]

Depends on your mood. Have you never tried it?

[cozen]

No, never. I have told it to fuck off, but that was more of a grumble. Leave me alone, [ hissed, as he draws and trades, ] into my pillow. That sort of thing.

[bouchonne]

[ That does it. By throws back the last of his wine with a grin, and says: ]

Put away the cards. I'll settle up. We need to go somewhere.

[cozen]

[ Bastien grins back and doesn't demand an explanation. He enjoys going somewheres and surprises both, so he gathers the cards into a pile to stack and tie, finishes his drink, and meets Byerly at the door. ]

[bouchonne]

[ The walk is one of medium length - this is neither a destination around the corner, nor one that's an overly demanding distance. It's made in a mixture of companionable silence and idle chatter - not long enough to create a remarkable amount of either.

Their destination is a theater, apparently. By leads Bastien around the side, and thumps on the door until a caretaker pushes it open. The caretaker knows Byerly, apparently, greeting him affably and letting them both in. ]

Come on.

[ By leads Bastien in with a cheerful grin over his shoulder. ]

[cozen]

[ That grin—and all of this, really—only compounds his problem, but he'll worry about it later. ]

What are we doing? The Heir of Verchiel? Death in the Mansion? I want to be Blanche, the Chambermaid.

[bouchonne]

I respect your urge, but you haven't the hips for Blanche, dear Bastien. I am truly sorry to hear a dream unfulfilled.

[ There are only a few lanterns around illuminating the stage, giving it a rather ghostly feeling. But it's all empty, devoid of any tripping hazards, making it safe to move freely in that dim light - ]

Between shows, at the moment.

[ But the heaviest instruments, the ones that cannot be moved, sit still in the orchestra pit. The harp, the pianoforte - and there, the snare drums. By grins, and hops down, taking his place before them, giving a few experimental thumps. They produce a deep, resonant boom. ]

Prepare yourself for what you want to shout into the thunder.

[cozen]

[ Previously busy looking down at his hips on the stage, hands flattening his clothes over them in consideration of their width, Bastien looks up–or looks slightly less down, anyway, at Byerly in the pit below—at the first sound of the drum.

He's never been much for shouting. Playing a role, it's fine; he can be Alardus Bombelles, who shouts when his soup is not the correct temperature, or Guillot the Ferrier, who was once kicked in the head and now shouts every word. For his own sake, though, he's quiet. And between that thunder-evoking booming and the eerie cavern of the theater, shouting seems like it could invite something to come closer, unheard and unseen in the noisy dark.

But it's the sort of nervousness that's just to the left of thrilled. And he trusts Byerly, both in general and specifically not to make a fool of him intentionally, or to only tease him as much as he deserves, no more or less, if he makes one of himself.

So he thinks for a moment, and then he nods, braced and taking a preparatory deep breath. ]