She is different. And so are you. If it does go badly, you won’t be penniless in Antiva, you will be here with a job and a lot of people who care about you.

[ He thinks: he is a man with a great deal of self-preservational instinct and barely any heart to break, so how does he keep doing this to himself?

And then he takes another drink, and after he swallows his smile is different, smaller, not something out of a bag of tricks. ]

But maybe it won’t. So you should relax and try to enjoy it, ouais?