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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote 2022-05-31 03:42 am (UTC)

Who's fumbling?

[ He's teasing, bright-eyed.

He spends another five seconds thinking of the life Byerly could have had if his childhood had been kinder. In all likelihood there would be someone else for him, or two or three someones, who'd love him just as well. So it's good that it's only hypothetical. No one's ever going to hold those two Byerlies out in their hands and make Bastien decide which exists. He'll never have to know how selfish he would be. ]


You're right. We did it, not fate. If anything had been different...

[ He swerves away from being at all sad about it. It's made up. Made-up scenarios don't get to make him sad. ]

Maybe it would have worked if we both changed. A young lord oppressed by his responsibilities, and—I don't know. Maybe I would be a miner. [ Kaiten is a mining city; he won't be saying that part out loud in the corridors. ] Can you imagine the shoulders I would have if I were a miner? If you saw my mining shoulders across a market square, you would have to come touch them. You'd be powerless.

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